[ He really can't look at Osomatsu right now, so his gaze just focuses on the floor, actually shying away when his older brother invites himself in his room on his own.
His twists his fingers together, wringing his hands. ]
Would you even genuinely care if I did? You weren't even around when I felt so lonely— so cold. [ It wasn't Osomatsu's fault, really, that he wasn't around when Karamatsu started getting really bad thoughts, but.. He really doesn't want to come to terms to the fact that it really was his fault for his own death. ]
i don't know how but this got away from me I'M SORRY
His twists his fingers together, wringing his hands. ]
Would you even genuinely care if I did? You weren't even around when I felt so lonely— so cold.
[ It wasn't Osomatsu's fault, really, that he wasn't around when Karamatsu started getting really bad thoughts, but..
He really doesn't want to come to terms to the fact that it really was his fault for his own death. ]