[Well, for a while it looks like he did just that, and dropped it, going silent.]
[Except he did anything but. He was pissed-- What kind of melodramatic bullshit reason to kill yourself was "I don't want to pretend that anybody gave a shit"? God, Shittymatsu, you make him so angry. Even moreso because there's this weird underlying layer of nauseous concern in his stomach that he just can't shake. He refused to find himself personally responsible, but now there was absolutely no doubt he'd been a contributing factor. And in the end he was more bothered by the fact that due to it Karamatsu had left the others without both of their oldest brothers. He'd contributed to that. Because Karamatsu couldn't speak up and say he wasn't okay.]
[Gee, who did that sound like?]
[He wastes absolutely no time once he finds Karamatsu, storming right on over to him and punching him squarely in the jaw. Ichimatsu is a weak-ass motherfucker so it probably doesn't really hurt, but he did kind of throw his entire body weight into that with momentum, so maybe it did.]
> action;
[Except he did anything but. He was pissed-- What kind of melodramatic bullshit reason to kill yourself was "I don't want to pretend that anybody gave a shit"? God, Shittymatsu, you make him so angry. Even moreso because there's this weird underlying layer of nauseous concern in his stomach that he just can't shake. He refused to find himself personally responsible, but now there was absolutely no doubt he'd been a contributing factor. And in the end he was more bothered by the fact that due to it Karamatsu had left the others without both of their oldest brothers. He'd contributed to that. Because Karamatsu couldn't speak up and say he wasn't okay.]
[Gee, who did that sound like?]
[He wastes absolutely no time once he finds Karamatsu, storming right on over to him and punching him squarely in the jaw. Ichimatsu is a weak-ass motherfucker so it probably doesn't really hurt, but he did kind of throw his entire body weight into that with momentum, so maybe it did.]
You're a damn fucking idiot, you know that?