[He makes an ugly sound that's only somewhat like a laugh, sitting up and removing his hand from the bottom of the mask. He shrugs, his face pulled in an expression that looks a lot like he has a stomachache, but he won't look up at Karamatsu.]

You know, maybe I'm not. I've always been so shitty at making friends, anyway, maybe it just feels like I've had all of my insides carved out because he was the first person outside of family I agreed was my friend.

[He's not... mad, really, but being asked if he's certain he had feelings for someone when it was a lot to admit it in the first place makes him immediately put all his walls back up.]

I don't know, Karamatsu. Are you certain you're in love with Seragaki?