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[glitterpants]

KARAMATSU MATSUNO
Private Housing with his brothers, Osomatsu & Ichimatsu.
Actor at Quarantine Studios.

Current Project: Days of our Lives as Modern Cowboys.

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[bottombitch]

[ Sounds fake but okay ]

A loner who wants to be loved by the world over.

You're lucky to have family here. Just think of how hard it is for anyone else who comes here without a friend in the world.

[ Now that's real loneliness. He hovers thankfully away from that side, because someone he cares about very deeply remembers him. Cares, even. To an extent. ]

[glitterpants]

It's.. _{[ complicated ]} .. a blessing, yes.
<sub>[ Sometimes he wonders if he would prefer to be an only child.
Sometimes he wonders if his efforts to impress them is even worth all of his exhaustion.
Sometimes he wonders if he'll ever actually be appreciated.

It looks bleak, and so, he tries to ignore it. He tries to ignore how angry he is at all of them.

Can he say that aloud? Of course not. ]</sub>

I suppose you just have to pick and make your own family, hah?
After all, family doesn't have to be by blood.

[bottombitch]

I... I wasn't talking about me.

[ If only Aoba had even a clue about how complicated Karamatsu's relationship with his siblings actually was, or how worthless he felt. Aoba puffs out his cheeks and mumbles defensively. Wow, don't just go and say things that he... might be in denial about. He's totally talking about other people! Other people not him!

He brightens a moment later. ]

But I think you're right. I've already found a friend, after all. There's hope for us yet. ☆