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[glitterpants]

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	» Age: 24 » Seeking: My adoring Karamatsu boys and girls ♡ » Preferences: I prefer to love slowly, enjoy the satisfying burn of melting desire!! » Interests: You, you, and of course.. you ;) » Bio: I am a man with my own mysterious soul, the windows of my heart guarded, yet yearning to find the person that Fate deems worthy of being my lover. Be the rose that I may pine after and adore, as I will hold onto you no matter how many times you prick me..
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[glitterpants]

What do you mean.. seeking them?
I am always seeking out my fan base, no matter their gender!
_{[ Aoba, are you trying to make this gay? ]}

Isn't that what seeking means?

[bottombitch]

[ GAH. How... did this get turned around like this?! ]

but that stuff you said about hooking up...

Know what - forget I said anything

[glitterpants]

Is that honestly what seeking implies????? I knew that is what this app could be used for but i didn't know that "seeking" meant who to hook up with!
_{[ omg.. you're so dumb, Karamatsu. ]}

Oh no.. what if millions of Karamatsu boys are wanting to hook up with me now?? What should i do, entertain the idea??

[bottombitch]

Are you seriously trying to play dumb right now, Kara-kun!?

You said it yourself!

[glitterpants]

Yes.. i did say that!!
Oh no.. did i know this all along and didn't realize it until now??

_{[ a beat. ]}

Are you sure that isn't what you are here for?
_{[ KARAMATSU, PLEASE READ WHAT AOBA IS SAYING BETTER. ]}

[bottombitch]

[ What the fuck is Karamatsu even on about now? ]

I'm not looking to ""hook up"" with anyone!!

Aren't you the one who is looking for that?!

[ Doesn't that seem MORE LIKELY, given the way you talk?! ]

[glitterpants]

Why yes... i am..
but it becomes more interesting than that.. than just a hook up.
I am looking for... a blossoming flower.. a flower that will bloom into..
Untamed, Unstoppable, Everlasting Love!!!










however i will settle for something far less... such as a hook up... if my blossom is nowhere to be found!

redoes this awful tag

[bottombitch]

Heeh. It sounds like you're just looking to hook up.






...I'm going now.

[ Aoba is looking at his life choices and wondering why he's still talking to him about this embarrassing stuff. ]

[glitterpants]

You're going now?? didn't you have something you wanted to say?
_{[ I mean, probably not after all of that conversation. ]}

[bottombitch]

[ After this?! No?!? Except... for some reason Aoba has a habit of talking to people long after he should be chased away from the conversation. ]

I already said it.

It's your loss if you weren't paying attention!

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[glitterpants]

_{[ give him a moment, he's scrolling back up to read... ]}
I see... you mentioned you're thankful for me.. but also.
You mentioned that you noticed my profile change.. ah..

Yes! It has changed, thank you for noticing. The picture is new too!
_{[ that's not what this is about..... ]}

2.2

[glitterpants]

Ah but Aoba-kun... i should return some thanks to you as well.
Our friendship, i feel, it may have some cracks and dips in it, but i am willing to work with you to repair the damage that may have been caused. I feel as if that is one way to make up for any wrong i have done.
Your loyalty to me here.. it has really surprised me. I suppose you haven't shied away from me.. friendships, they are not easy to come by for me. I'm not exactly sure why.

I suppose you actually care about me unlike the others.
I feel the very same, you know.

1.2

[bottombitch]

[ This is one of those moments when you see someone typing nonstop, and it's the same here. He watches message after message scroll down, line by line and about halfway through he stops staring blankly at his comm device and...

Goes to do some fucking dishes or something. ]

2.2

[bottombitch]

[ After he's done so -- and dried them by hand -- and made lunch for himself and Noiz with the leftovers, he finally checks the message in time to see the final line. It's... touching, actually. Aoba blushes when he reads it in full. ]

Of course I care about you. We're soulmates, remember?

And you can't really compare me to 'others' - there's no comparison whatsoever. Even if we're soulmates, you have brothers here. That's a bond stronger than soulmates, isn't it?

[glitterpants]

Of course it is...! ah.. our brotherly bond is irreplaceable!
But Aoba.. i like you because of who you are and what kind of friend you are to me.. not *just* because we are soul mates!

[bottombitch]

[ O...oh. ]

What does that mean... the kind of friend I am to you?

[ He asks because Karamatsu always seems to have this funny way of describing something, he's learned to be at least cautious enough to ask. There can be so much room for misunderstanding. ]

[glitterpants]

The kind of friend you are to me...
You seem genuine.. you really want to be my friend! You talk to me and you laugh with me.. it's a lot of fun.
I worry sometimes that i will not be able to keep friends.. but you have shown me otherwise!

[bottombitch]

[ Ah.

AH!?

This kind of thing is really an unkind heart-shaped arrow that pierces straight through him, hitting him right where he's tender and vulnerable. Aoba tries to harden his heart by telling himself this is just how Karamatsu is - over the top as always - but it's the kind of thing that he wants to hear. So it makes his vision swim as his eyes fill with emotional tears and he takes a moment to type out his reply. ]

You dummy, of course I'm your friend. Friends forever, Kara-kun.

[glitterpants]

_{[ Nobody has ever made the 'friends forever' statement to him before. Karamatsu isn't exactly embarrassed like Aoba is, but he's certainly touched. Sincerely touched. He takes stuff like this to heart!
Somewhere, though, Karamatsu doesn't completely believe Aoba since he, in reality, lacks faith in his own self. He feels like maybe he will do something to make Aoba not like him anymore. ]}

Heh.. exactly.
You are my forever friend! My everlasting sunshine when i am surrounded by gloomy clouds.

[bottombitch]

[ Aoba doesn't realize it until this moment, nearly 6 months into quarantine, when he finally feels emotion swelling uncontrollably inside him. His eyes well up with tears, blurring his vision. Tears spill out while he hugs himself, not having Ren here to comfort him and he feels his voice hitch and sob in the quiet of his room. Never... Never has someone said he was his forever friend. Koujaku promised and went away, friends came and went.

But no one ever touched his heart where it was this vulnerable in a platonic sense. It takes Aoba a while to reply, after he's washed his face and gathered himself together. ]

Don't be so dramatic.

[ Said while wiping away tears. THANKS, ASSHOLE. ]

[glitterpants]

_{[ Meanwhile, Karamatsu has no idea that Aoba is crying and being dramatic on the other side. He feels a happiness in his heart but he's not nearly as emotionally compromised here since he says stuff like this on a regular basis. It means it, though. ]}

I cannot help it.. it's who i am, and it's who you are friends with. :)

[bottombitch]

[ 'Don't be so dramatic' Aoba said, being dramatic. That pretty much sums this up nicely. ]

Yeah, you're pretty impossible in that regard.

Sometimes it's cute.

[glitterpants]

<sub>[ Karamatsu rubs slightly at his eyes. Okay, well. Maybe there was a bit of an emotional stirring here.. enough to get him to wipe his eyes at least. Sometimes he misses home— he misses his parents and his other brothers. He misses teasing Choromatsu and criticizing him on his fashion tastes— he misses playing pachinko with Jyushimatsu, even if that meant he had to deal with Jyushimatsu's loudness for a whole evening. He misses going fishing with Todomatsu even if it meant that Todomatsu was embarrassed by him. He misses helping Matsuyo with cooking— he misses encouraging Matsuzo when he needed it and cracking open a beer with is father. He misses seeing Totoko-chan perform and giving her praise— he misses harassing Iyami just for kicks when they came across each other on the streets.

But this.. this kind of genuine friendship was hard for him to come by back home. It made the feeling of missing home distant. It kept his chin high because he actually felt like he had something here even if it wasn't home.

It's honestly because of the relationships he has built here he isn't an absolute mess being separated from his family. ]</sub>

Cute??
_{[ Nobody has ever called him cute before? ]}

[bottombitch]

[ They don't talk about it, but the feeling is mutual. Feeling displaced doesn't mean that they didn't miss what they used to have - friends, family, familiar places. Aoba misses the sounds of Granny in her kitchen and the scent of Koujaku's tobacco, and the rowdy kids from the store. He's lucky to have Noiz, or at least a version of him.

But having found a friend - even this embarrassing, over-the-top guy - makes quarantine feel a little more like home. But... speaking of embarrassing: ]

Sometimes! I only said sometimes!

[ oh god, what has he done ]

[glitterpants]

If that is the case...
You are cute sometimes too, Aoba-kun!
Only sometimes!

_{[ Two can play by the same rules here. ]}